Changes

As I stand on the threshold to another change,

The darkness in my head decides to take centerstage,

All alone again,

Just about to step into a brand new terrain,

You're not here, yet again,

As I stand to lose or gain, 

Anxiety and sadness fill my heart,

Perhaps I should drown myself in art,

Or eat an icecream,

To quickly dry up my tear-stream,

You're not listening anyway,

To the thoughts I mumble out everyday,

Another path, another adventure,

This life without you is definitely not a curse,

But the journey is bittersweet,

For I know we'll take a long time to meet,

My work has just begun,

Now is not the time to come undone,

Wish me luck and sprinkle some magic from up above,

My one true love.