Moving On

I won’t move on,

Like a graceful little swan,

You’ve made me fall from grace,

By vanishing without a trace,

I’m replacing my love for you, with anger,

So that you can no longer commander,

My private thoughts or fester in my headspace,

You were so caught up in an imaginary race,

That you failed to look at me, even once,

And made decisions like a dunce,

Your death caused me pain,

So did your life, now I want you out of my veins,

Get out and stay out,

I’m going to hate you, for the rest of my life, I know how to lookout,

For myself and my child,

I did it, even when you were alive and running wild,

You selfish, selfish man,

I wonder, is this why God gave you such a short life span?