Strength

Where am I supposed to find it from,

When I feel so numb,

My husband was my strength,

Although we were always on different wavelengths,

He was my Banyan tree and my shade,

A cosy little cocoon we had made,

Away from prying eyes,

Where we shared all our lows and highs,

It was always us against the world,

Until God decided to snatch you to the netherworld,

If there is a God, I hate him,

I won't be singing him any more hymns,

It wasn't your time,

Someone, somewhere has to pay the price for this crime,

I miss you, today and everyday,

More so on Fridays,

Life has lost all meaning,

I'm tired of hearing hollow words disguised as "well meaning".